Scattered Glass

初めてのオリジナル曲
Music & Art
cillia
Mastering
GuitarHeroPianoZero
Vide​o
kumalegs
Guitar
AZ

Lyrics

この薄暗い世界に
たった一人の僕は どこへ向かっていたの?
こんな透明な猛省 縋り付いていたのは
君じゃなかった気がした

頭の中 ノイズばかりで
目に現した かげぼうしが
首を絞めて 叫んでいた
砕かせてよ

目を閉じても 痛みが残るの
思い出すの あの日の事を
傷だらけなんだ
ガラスのように 何度も割れるさ
 君のせいで 途切れたフラッシュバック
一つ一つ思い出してく

いつまでこの道が 続いてくのだろうか
もう痺れてるのに
何度も取り締まっても
抑えられないエモーション
逸れられないこの正路(せいろ）

懐かしさに 残された君
そのままでも 良かったのにな
握った手が 冷たくてさ
もう飽きたんだよ

崩れ落ちた 涙の破片が
息止まらせたような感覚
心に響いた
ガラスのように 直せば元通り
なんて妄想 もう遅いの
走るの 光照らすまで

過去の糸に 縛られても僕は
「もう嫌だ」と叫んでみたの
もう引き返せない
裏返すの 霞んだココロを
すり抜けるの 開かずの命（メイ）を
走って空の彼方へ行くの
誰かがきっと 待っているの
ここにいるよ

Romaji

kono usugurai sekai ni
​tatta hitori no boku wa  doko e mukatteita no?
konna toumei na mousei    sugari tsuiteita no wa
kimi janakatta kigashita

atama no naka    noizu bakari de
me ni utsushita  kageboushi ga
kubi wo shimete   sakendeita
kudakaseteyo

me wo tojitemo  itami ga nokoru no
omoidasu no   ano hi no koto wo
kizu darake nanda
garasu no youni    nandomo wareru sa
kimi no sei de    togireta flashback
hitosu hitosu   omoidashiteku

itsumade kono michi ga   tsuzuiteku no darou ka
mou shibireteru no ni
nando mo tori shimattemo
osaerarenai emotion  sakerarenai  kono seiro

natsukashisa ni   nokosareta kimi
sono mama demo   yokatta no ni na
nigitta te ga   tsumetakute sa
mou akitandayo

kuzure ochita   namida no hahen ga
iki tomaraseta youna kankaku
kokoro ni hibiita
garasu no youni    naoseba moto doori
nante mousou   mou osoi no
hashiru no   hikari terasu made

kakko no ito ni    shibararetemo boku wa
mou iya da to      sakende mitano
mou hikikaesenai 
uragaesuno   kasunda kokoro wo
suri nukeru no   akazu no mei wo
hashitte sora no kanata e yuku no 
dareka ga kitto   matteiru no
koko ni iru yo​

English

In this gloomy world, alone by myself, where was I heading?
The one who held onto this clear reflection... I had a feeling that it wasn't you.
Nothing but noise going through my head
Reflecting in my eyes, a shadow
Hands on it's throat, it screamed
"Break me"

Even when I close my eyes, the pain still remains.
I remember about that day; it's nothing but scars
Just like glass, I'll just keep breaking
Because of you, these fragmented flashbacks
One by one, they come back to me

I wonder how much longer this path will continue?
Even though I'm already numb...
No matter how many times I take hold
These emotions that I can't keep down
This road of righteousness that I can't seem to stray from
​
The you that was left in nostalgia
If only it could have stayed like that.
The hand I held onto was just so cold
I've had enough of it all!

Fragments of tears crumbled down
A breath stopping sensation resonated through my heart
"Just like glass, with a fix it'll be back to normal"
Something like that is just a delusion, it's too late
I'll run, until the light shines down

Even if I'm restrained by the threads of the past
I tried screaming out "I'm sick of it"
I can't take it back anymore
I'll flip it inside out, this heart of mine that's become faded
I'll slip through this impassable door of life
I'll run to the other side of the sky!
I'm sure that someone will be waiting there
​ I'm right here